I have Ella who is one month in my arms, and Sibonelo is on my back. They needed to go get needles. The clinic was full of people. It was almost overwhelming. There were so many people and children. This was probably one of the hardest times here for me so far. There were children carrying other children, people who you could tell were so sick, and this was far from a hospital. There was posters about AIDS all over the wall. Yet another reminder of life here in Johannesburg. Oh, and everyone was starring at us. I don't know if they were starring because we were the only white people, or if they were trying to wrap their heads around us having black babies!